i tried to be your picture perfect girl, but you were living in your own fantasy world.

its funny you know. were friends, but it doesnt really feel like that. it so hard to put into words. but here it goes.

so a girl from a big town met this boy from a small town in 2008 and they couldnt stop talking, k cut the bullshit, this isnt another fairytale.

we may not be "together" or in a "relationship" however you wanna define those two words, but we gave a new definition to "friendship"

friendship according to the life of vanessa hannay and zac petrucci:
"two people you care about each other, who reach out to each other, who are always there for one another, despite the differences, the heartbreak, the troubles, the past, two people who are not only willing but determined to make things work. two people who look at each other for what theyre worth on the inside, two people who love each other but will only say as friends because the truth is thats all those two people are meant to be right now. two people who reach for the stars together, share every thought and dream with each other, and arent scared of the future because they have each other. basically two people who experience together."

there are no limits on our friendship. i believe what we have is so strong, i dont think it will ever fade into the small figments of our minds. we are always going to be a part of each others' lives. and im thankful for that.

maybe i love you more than a friend, but im not going to ruin what we have right now.

so for now, zac petrucci, i love you as a friend.

-nessa.