every night someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.. at least fifteen people in this world love you.. the only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.. there are at least two people in this world that would die for you.. you mean the world to someone.. someone that you don't even know exists loves you.. when you make the biggest mistake ever something good comes from it.. when you think the world has turned its back on you take a look.. always remember the compliments you've received and forget the rude remarks..

-nessa.

“When all is said and done, you are part of me. That's the way it was meant to be. People are brought together for a reason, everything happens for a reason. I believe the reason that you and me were brought together was because we complete one another. We fill in each other's missing spots with love. And if someday God decides to tear us apart, I trust that there is a reason. Cause if there is a reason for love, there is a reason for life beyond it.”

-nessa.

raindrops.

Spring flowers bring May showers
Grab the umbrella, head out for an hour
Raindrops come light at first
One by one they quench my thirst
Comfortable now as the drops hide my tears
All my lies, my deepest fears
Look up to the sky, clouds so grey
There's no use in asking you to stay
Raining harder than before
Fail to see light before the storm
It seems as though my heart keeps breaking
My own fault, the toll its taking

-nessa.

shattered.

Shattered within and out
Lack the strength to fight and shout
Feel like a bottle of nothingness
Stole the heart right out of my chest
Beating, beating no longer here
My hands shake as the tears
Roll down my face, leave a trace
Each tear breaks as it hits the floor
Is there even a point anymore?
Pull myself together try it again
My knees collapse, defeated in the end
Reminding myself to breathe
Distracts the image of when you leave
Grab the armor, cover up the lies
Who has to know I cry?
If this is the way it has to be
Promise you still care about me
And if I die before I wake
Forgive me for my mistakes

-nessa.

it doesnt matter whether the air is cold or warm; youre going to have to wade through it anyway.

our love now left a wilted flower
its dying season as the cold air elapses
our differences they separate us
in the midst of this bitter season
my heart yearns to speak
but listen closely to the silence
if we linger long enough
time may cure the broken heart
waiting for the pain to find the breeze
take away the sorrow which remains
as we walk away down divergent paths
we tread with hope that one day
love may reunite us

-nessa.

in the distant line of the horizon.

in the distant line of the horizon lies the hope of the future
the creation of the new
the destruction of the here and now
in the distant line of the horizon is the day
where man will realize imitation is suicide
where to be great is to be misunderstood
in the distant line of the horizon there is
the true meaning of love
the existence of perpetual youth
in the distant line of the horizon lies limitations
denial, doubt, ignorance, and envy begin to cloud the horizon
help me escape from this world this life i call mine
save me from myself because i have failed to do so
help me to see beyond the distant line of the horizon
where the sun shines and the birds chirp
i am sinking into an abyss filled with lies
with hate, with sorrow, with tears
i pray that the power of the wind and the rain
may wash away my fears
otherwise i will be
trapped
limited
helpless
in the distant line of the horizon

-nessa.

this is my tribute. listen up.

as i rustle in my sheets
i think about you and me
what weve done and where weve gone
i think about it for so long
and then i force myself to stop
cause all these memories have been lost
faded into black and white
memories out of sight
so i keep lying in my bed
flashback to sweet things you have said
i realize now its over
our love is like the leaves in october
color has changed and perspective too
i was so stupid to believe you
together forever is just a lie
i cant keep continuing to cry
so i put my pencil down and rest my case
but my mind cannot erase your face

-nessa.