you know whats funny?

when i first met you, i wouldve never guessed we would be where we are now. its so nice having a guy friend who simply cares. i dont think you realize how much youve kept me going when i wanted the most to just slip and fall through the cracks. you face me with the truth, hit me with reality. its good for me, its what i need. i just want to thank you for being awesome. i mean that. were basically the same person and never run out of conversation. besties4lyfe?

cousins.

best friends by choice :) couldnt ask for a better cousin

and maybe im not over you, and maybe i still love you, and maybe youre the only one who can make me laugh, and maybe youre the only one who makes me feel special, and maybe i want you, and maybe we should be together, just maybe

moving to missouri-or should i say misery.

if the title of this post didnt give it away, im really sad. i dont want to move. i dont know what else to say besides the fact i dont want to move.

secrets

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til' all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
My god, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

-nessa.

fresh pair of eyes

'Cause I want to be seen
With a fresh pair of eyes
The single white tree
In a black hood of disguise

-nessa.

every night someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.. at least fifteen people in this world love you.. the only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.. there are at least two people in this world that would die for you.. you mean the world to someone.. someone that you don't even know exists loves you.. when you make the biggest mistake ever something good comes from it.. when you think the world has turned its back on you take a look.. always remember the compliments you've received and forget the rude remarks..

-nessa.